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| yeah, so, wuzzup world?
i know its been a while since my last real update *like posting how f****ed up i am*. theres been a lot going on. first off, me and my girlfriend have been having lots of fun. going out on cute lil dates to the movies and messing around at ben & jerry's (not in a dirty way) and just generally having fun.
but, my depression is starting to come back *its been a while, missed ya buddy!*. I know i've been acting kinda wierd lately baby, i'm sorry. i dunno exactly whats gotten into me. too much time to think i guess. and i'll admit, when you arent feeling good, it doesnt help me at all. for the first time in a while, i've ACTUALLY felt like dying.
i seem to keep fucking up and i'm tired of it. i'm sick and tired of ALWAYS FUCKING UP!!! i dunno how i keep managing.to screw up my life. my love, my heart, my relationships. maybe i'm just destined to be alone. i mean, i FEED on others emotions, and i tend to make people i'm with sad and upset. Thus, I'M sad and upset.
see my predicament?
every time i start to fall in love i fuck it up. i hurt MORE people and i hate myself even more for it!
JESUS H. CHRIST why do i make life so damn hard for myself?
it cant be really as bad as i think it is, but my head makes everything worse...
i wonder what would happen if i died tonight,
accidentally,
intentionally,
natural causes,
however.
who would care, would they REALLY care, or would it just be a farce?
i dunno....
but its like 5:30 so i should go to bed *insomnia is keeping me up again* so i'll off. thanks for listening to me ramble.
goodbye everyone.
logan
i dont think i'm like every other guy, i think i might be worse... | | |
| CHECK IT OUT!
thats right, MORE tests and quizes!!!
now ya'll can see how messed up i really am!
The wretched King Minos has decided your fate. His tale wraps around his body 8 times. The sweet light no longer strikes against your eyes. Your shade has been banished to...
the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge Many and varied sinners suffer eternally in the multi-leveled Malebolge, an ampitheatre-shapped pit of despair Wholly of stone and of an iron colour: Those guilty of fraudulence and malice; the seducers and pimps, who are whipped by horned demons; the hypocrites, who struggle to walk in lead-lined cloaks; the barraters, who are ducked in boiling pitch by demons known as the Malebranche. The simonists, wedged into stone holes, and whose feet are licked by flames, kick and writhe desperately. The magicians, diviners, fortune tellers, and panderers are all here, as are the thieves. Some wallow in human excrement. Serpents writhe and wrap around men, sometimes fusing into each other. Bodies are torn apart. When you arrive, you will want to put your hands over your ears because of the lamentations of the sinners here, who are afflicted with scabs like leprosy, and lay sick on the ground, furiously scratching their skin off with their nails. Indeed, justice divine doth smite them with its hammer. The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test AND MORE! Check out my personality disorders too!!!!
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
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Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were very high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. | trait snapshot:
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craves attention, messy, open, rash, irritable, likes large parties, low self control, weird, fragile, does not like to be alone, emotionally sensitive, worrying, depressed, heart over mind, does not respect authority, dependent, not rule conscious, not good at saving money, more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits, likes to fit in, very social, frequently second guesses self, phobic, suspicious, not careful, outgoing, vain, compassionate, aggressive, likes to make fun, hates to lose |
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| just wanted to share this with everyone...
and just so u know, i'm not a terribly religious person, this is just funny ^_^
satan doesnt stand a chance
peace outside!
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| SOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooo
long time no blog. sorry for the wait but i've been trying to get my videoblog working, almost got all the kinks out. soon, you'll be able to SEE me whining about my life.
turkey day, i'm gonna pop.
uhhh....tooo.....much......food......gonna...........DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i ended up having like 4 plates of food, but out of 4 servings i only had one serving of mac and cheese. i kept thinking about jocey and how much i wanted her's instead....
OH GOD I MISS YOU JOCEY!!!!!!!
this sux, it's the worst thanksgiving i've EVER. This is where i come back to how i never TRULY loved janel, cuz i didnt give two shits of a thought about her when i was gone except for when she was giving me hell and ripping out my heart over the phone...
ANYWAYS
i love you jocey poo, but my connection is going
gotta type fast
peace outside world,
and again
I LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL!!!! | | |
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